Well Cat and I broke up about a month ago, and through all the pain I have learned we will still be really good friends. This sucks to say but I was not right for her. She is a normal individual with needs that I could not satisfy. She did all this stuff you see in my blogs out of pure love and nothing else.
Her and I had a great adventure together and I will always love her for that. After the big event I can’t talk about yet, her and I have went our separate ways. So when I look back at the things she did for me, I am telling all of you NEVER EVER EVER EVER take someone for granted, because only when you lose them will you discover WHAT you really had with them.
I will Always be friends with her regardless of what someone says. As for my life its a lot different now, I have to do a bunch of stuff by myself. This includes diaper changing (which I took way to much for granted and really wish I didn’t.) Feeding myself, which actually is hard sometimes because I forget to eat. Also have started to have to take showers instead of baths with Mommi. When I lost Cat I lost a GF and a Mom. But at the same time it is my fault for making it that way. You go down roads in life and some have bumps and some even go to a dead-end, and that’s what happened with Cat and I.
Another big thing is I really don’t have the baby time I used to, and the only way to counteract it so I am sane in society is to try to wear or look as babyish as possible. Anyone at work will tell ya, I wear some pretty kidish stuff with all the Sesame Street stuff I have. I even got a Sesame Street Jacket as seen below.
Well with every closed-door there becomes an open one. After this devastating break up, I decided to look online for Mommies or Daddies who are wanting an adult baby for a son. Well I posted many spaces and then someone I friended on FB randomly is like ya I would do that. So with one adventure down, another hopefully begins. I plan on going to see this person to see if this is the place for me. I will also be writing on my blog a little more. Forgive me for having a very dark month.
Live your life the way you want to, you only have it once.