At this point in my life, I had a choice flunk high school or start actually doing my work. Again I really had a rough time in school just the fact I didn’t even feel like I really needed to go. I had a sit down with my Principal and school councilor, about where my life was going. Little did they know that I had so much running through my brain at that moment. I was a gifted child and am actually really smart but I really just wanted to be a baby. I decided that if I actually did good in school maybe it would help later in life. I am glad I did this but still it did pain me more than a normal kid who doesn’t like to go to school. I graduated with a decent GPA instead of not graduating at all.
So the girl friend life was really hard too. I did have quite a few but no one that really did anything for me, I have a weird sex drive very hard and complicated to explain. Around 17ish I got dumped by someone who basically just didn’t like me anymore and I blamed it on telling her what I had. I hit a pretty big depression that month, to the point where i had called off a lot more school. Around 18ish I met Catherine, and for some reason she was different then the other girls, I really liked her. Around this time of us starting to hang but not go out, I was kicked out of my house, so I asked if I could live with her. This worked out and we started living at her grandparents together. She told me she wanted to dump me countless times but never did. So i still had to buy baby things so i told her I had a baby cousin(me). This stunt went on for about 4 months till I finally told her. The first words that came out of her mouth was “you’re not a pedophile are you?” I told her no of course that it has nothing to do with that at all. She accepted it and loved me even more because if it. At this point I really didnt get to have much baby stuff because my parents never really condoned it.